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yogurt love

Smooth love and chunky hate
a pile of emotional yogurt
that’s slightly spoiled

curdling bits of lumpy distaste
floating in a creamy cup of connection
rich and thick

feelings roam
until the cultures churn
then turn.

Cup gets soggy
and milk gets warm
until it’s gone completely bad.

Memory

Memory, a dissonance of past movements and thoughts
fragmented and pieced back together
with emotional glue.

Sentiments and shards line the cortex
waiting for the moment when a sensory impulse
surges.

For when the right chord is struck
reverberations move through that muddled column
reaching to the historic place where
time is unreal.

Past, present and anticipation for future meld into
one note.

The recollection of memory, an art
of the soul and mind.

Bile

Cry Cry Burn Slash
these are the pains I rehash
Tear Tear Blood Drool
I’m festering in a bile filled pool
wretched in filth
my existance is vile
as I lay in ruins
complete in denial
squirming and sneering
into a mirror I smile
eyes watching eyes
staring all the while

the corners of my mouth
smirk sharply, it aches
the skin on my face
tears, rips and steaks
a plunge to the heart
my creases do fold
another wrinckle formed
another lie told
and no one’s around
for me to hold
not even my body
now rigid and cold.

Inner Ocean

please.
halt this.
lurching in my stomach.
the swelling
welling
wave of defeat
knows no end.
             .
when time passes
and water calms
is when temptation arises.
so i jump
overboard
and get swept away.
again.
             .
into your pulling
dangerous
relentless
force.
unknowing you thrash
hurting.
yet i stay.
             .
all for you.

Alone Together

A pain
A stab
This unlifting weight
Pulls and rips me
down

Dull and sharp
Skin tearing
Water leaking
Beds creaking

Breathing echoes with the shadows

No feathery movements
No cradle nor hug

Fetal
Curled inward
Alone
Self protectant

No room for warmth to slip in

No space
Arms contract

Orfices drool
Pores
Mouth
Below

And finally… Eyes

Cavernous

Hollow chest echoes deeply
It’s resonance is unending.
Rib cage lined with narrow cartilage
Caressing the barreling emptiness
As limitless silence resides within.

Unable to expel,
Stagnant this cycle lies.

Fated to churn pain and emptiness
For the eternity of its being.
Until, at last, bones decay
Hollow cavernous chest dissembles
And no longer is air trapped.

The wordless silence
Ceases to exist.

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This Failing Falling Brewing Force
Until When Will I Feel Such Remorse